I think daily, it's a new day
The right time to change is, perhaps today
But who am I kidding, for I know
in the evening, everything's the same as yesterday's evening
I see the light, a ray of hope
which tries to call me away from my dope
But so hard I tried, all was in vain
To myself I had lied, deep inside heart, it causes pain
Day after day, week after week
On the bed I lay, calling myself a coward and weak
I re-live my old time, days of glory
People who chose me more than just friend, now all turned into a story
I feel scared, something never experienced before
For I have no one on my back, have to continue alone
Tried hard to motivate, to put myself back on track
Maybe it's all connected to fate, it decides when I have to get back
For I tried so hard, nowadays I even am enraged
"Try this once", says my heart, but my head knew what I had waged
Only time knows, how long will this last
I want to end this now, but things weren't just meant to be
Until I wait and wait, till it ends finally!
Day after day, week after week
On the bed I lay, calling myself a coward and weak
I re-live my old time, days of glory
People who chose me more than just friend, now all turned into a story
I feel scared, something never experienced before
For I have no one on my back, have to continue alone
Tried hard to motivate, to put myself back on track
Maybe it's all connected to fate, it decides when I have to get back
For I tried so hard, nowadays I even am enraged
"Try this once", says my heart, but my head knew what I had waged
Only time knows, how long will this last
I want to end this now, but things weren't just meant to be
Until I wait and wait, till it ends finally!
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